down.

it is one of those days, the ones that you lay on your bed all day and realize that you wasted all day being lazy.


blehasouras.


today i was looking at jobs online for graphic design positions in chicago (idk why chicago but it would be a city that i would consider living in) and it got to me. i almost when downstairs to my parents and told them that i am dropping out of school and becoming a beach bum in cali. although this would make a great ultimatum, i am going to stay with this degree. its only been a year, but i can definitely feel the attacks of satin all the time. it sucks. life right now is walking fine lines, as in, i am so confused as to what to do. i know i want to be a designer. i want to create. imagine. and do. (that is copy righted by the way... i am going to use that someday. so dibs.) i know that (get ready for cliche -ness) God has a plan, but serious, i have a hard time with waiting. I am a visual person. you cant TELL me something is going to happen, ill believe it when i see it. i guess that just who i am. BUT i did run into this quote. and trust me, i am not some 22 male that likes 15 little girl jr. high quotes, but this was definitely a God thing as i stubble on stubbleupon.com ha. here it is

This is your life.

Do what you love, and do it often.

If you don’t like something, change it.

If you don’t like you’re your job, quit.

If you don’t have enough time, stop watching TV.

If you are looking for the love of your life, stop;

They will be waiting for you when you start doing the things you love

Stop over analyzing, life is simple

All emotions are beautiful.

When you eat, appreciate every last bite

Open your mind, arms, and heart to new things and people,

We are united in our differences.

Ask the next person and see what there passion is,

And share your inspiring dream with them.

Travel often;

Getting lost will help you find yourself

There are some opportunities that only come once, seize them.

Life is about the people you meet,

And the things you create with them so go out and start creating.

Life is short.

Live your dream and wear your passion.

amen. 

robs. 

bitter.

welp. its three days before my 22nd birthday... let it be know i can show you my age with two peace signs. bomb.

another year has come and gone and now i wonder what i have done with it. to be honest a lot has changed. and its been one heck of a boat ride. i just wish i was more on the path of jesus and less of the rough (in golf terms of course)

confession: recently i have been listening to glee covers. i know glee. holy crap. robbie? yes i know. but literally i have never heard such raw talent, and to some of my favorite songs. i wish i could sing along with them and harmonize. i just wished i had singing capability. i prayed when i was younger that god would take away all the things i am good at and just have a singing voice.

seeing my sister have a voice of (insert best singer here) is so humbling considering NONE of the family can sing except for her. oh youll get a kick out of this. there was a time when sarah was noticed for her voice and i wanted to switch lives with her, just for a day. I want to know what it is like to sing along with the radio and not be ashamed that you cant harmonize and get embarrassed when your the only one in the car! ha

in all of this pity party,

i am thankful for what God has given me. although at times, i feel like i dont have somthing to offer besides the occasional kill in volleyball or certificate making skills. i just pray that i will find my groove and use it for the right reasons. I want to support a family and that requires a job which requires an area of expertise that i need to find. yeah i am going into graphic design field, just i just always feel down, like i am not good enough to make it in the world. (also i think that is satan talking... eh) one day. things will all work out. and things will be worth it. God is always good and he will provide. its enviable. 

on a positive note...

im getting my camera, im going to kansas city, school is less than a month away, and i kinda like a girl.

oh dang.

let this be noted from here on out, 

robs

dating for dummies.

sometimes i wonder what would i be like if i dated in high school. i mean i dont know how many girls would have said yes to this body of bones but i mean if i did... would i treat women any differently?

just food for my thought i guess.

sometimes i feel like ricky bobby when i comes to women, not in the sense of "where do i put my hands?" ha but at the same time i wonder what i should be doing if i am interested in someone. ha idk. just been thinking a lot and we all know what that leads too...

destruction.

i refuse to screw this one up! Promise God!

BUT other than dumb girls.

work is great. i gots a hair cut and totally fresh lookin now. strait up looks like i am from a 12 year old eddie bower mag. yeah im a little "too clean cut" for my liking, but hey hair will grow back and i can look like that rugged "i dont care about you" college look. hoo ha.

cant wait til Aug 16. just saying.

bailey is spending the night tonight... bleh. almost like sarah is trying to torture me. jk. she is cool i guess.

enough with the s.

i have work all day tomorrow. God you are good! 

love  

persistence.

well hello again. 


since our last encounter, there has been a lot of change. 


new car
new job(s)?


tba


BUT i did go visit teav in mt. v 


fun and totally worth it
too bad someone had to go to PA. ehg


volleyball started yesterday. we lost. again ehg.


OK so this pizza place, (my job i for sure have) Marco's Pizza, if you live in tulsa and want me to come to your door step with delicious pizza, call me. ill give you what you want. 


that wasnt supposed to be sexual but take it as you please. 


so much for extending my vocab, pfft.


ok well hopefully i will update again soon.


heres a poem:
why oh why did you go away
without you i am grey
one of these days i want to say
that you my friend make my day


peace and pals. 
robs

summer.

oh man. 

oh man.

oh man.

been quite a while since i have bloggggged.

im not complaining. 

summer is here. it started two thursdays ago. and ever since then my heart has kinda sunk. BUT high hope for this great break!

in a nut shell. 

my car is gone. i dont have a job. my friends are in different states or cities... ugh. i could complain for another hour. (not) but i am trying this new thing. 

its called being positive. 

i know shock. but my mother has told me this recently. no matter what the outcome, just be positive. It will go a long way. 

i cant wait for the potential road trip that will probably fall through! I mean a man can only dream! haha

might hold interest in someone may not. 

i want work on these few things this summer:

--extend my vocabulary 

--use my extended vocabulary in every day sentences 

--do something i am afraid of and conquer it

--being bold

--learn a new tool on photoshop each week

--being consistent

--putting others before myself

--grow a relationship

--build a fort

--write notes

--memorize Ephesians 

--send a package to someone

--help a elderly man/woman with yard work

--be myself

eh i say those can be accomplished.

look out for them, i am going to post :)

love to all

  

rope.

well my friends. 


its been quite a while since i have updated this thing. life has been busy, God has been good. and all the time i am always pushing for the day of summer. 


spring break was nice and relaxing. worked a 8-4 monday through friday. had dinner with the extended fam a couple of times. and just chilled and did art. (took pictures as well)


i really like photography. i am determined to get a camera. real talk as sarah would say.


is anyone else excited for easter? (thank you jesus for dying for us, but thank you for inventing chocolate)


jew is beautiful with her new look. i mean even more than she was with long hair. i dont know why she is single. 


kyle and i just edited pics for photography class tomorrow. i dont know how its going to turn out, seeing how its narrative and i just took pictures with my shoes haha but we will see. 


aaaallllllsssssoooo nominations are tomorrow for kappa.... cross your fingers kids. hope all goes well.


i need to stop drinking pop. 


now for the juicy stuff. 
rob ramble #9. 


why is mcdonalds so good? i might get an egg mcmuffin in the morning. and speaking of egg mcmuffins. i miss my mom. i didnt really get to see/hang out with her over break, but i know that we will sometime. i miss mother/son moments. hope we get some more in.


i found a car that i like. (which is rare cuz i am picky) but its real nice. honda accord. now just getting it is a different story. haha i am second in line :/


love all to my friends
keep rambling.


rob

survior.

i needed a new look. so i went for the earth. ironic because i live on it? eh.

i am having a great week for the 5 of you that will read this. just fo yo info.

my art work was enter into the student art work show at the end of the year! hoopla! had my first officer meeting was yesterday... interesting... i love when people go behind your back and do things that you told them not to do and they do them anyway.... JB. yeah i know you know that you are toast. good luck with your project because now you don't have my support at all. 

i love blogs. 

currently: watching survivor with amsterdam and countlessly waiting the minutes til we go to chipotle. 

I CANT WAIT TIL SPRING BREAK!

that is all. 

i really dont have a ramble so i am going to take an absence. 

keep rambling.

robs.

boat'n'sailor.

well.


spring sing is finally over. everything is said and done and i am going to leave it at that. i love my kappa brothers and i wouldnt trade the last few months for nothing.


anywho. 


back to life. i am starting to appreciate art a lot more. i mean i am starting to realize certain elements of art (texture, line, patterns, etc.) and it has happened just in this semester. i can not wait for what is in store. i know it will be a roller coaster as far as hate and love my degree, but who knows, god can do whatever he wants! :)


i am pumped for tuesday. im going to turn in this project for 2D that i have been working on for a good 7 hours so far and counting. (not in one day of course!) but if i was a dog, my tail would be wagging.


5 days til spring break. ptl.


ok.


rob ramble #8


this is more of a questionnaire for the 4 of you that follow me. i  am wanting to get a new car in the future... thats right a CAR not an suv or a truck... (which have been the past two vehicles) but what type of car should i get. i was thinking a mazda 6 but again i keep going back and forth between cars. ha. and its not like i am going to get it anytime soon considering my sister drives a car that is just as safe as driving your bike on the highway during rush hour. SO. i just want your opinion. 


peace. love. and rob
keep rambling.  

hello.

So. 


the weekend was QUITE the party. 
hahaha


but literally i did nothing. and it was great. i mean after the week that i had i believe that i deserved it. however, life goes on and i am ready to take monday by the neck and own it. however, this week is going to fly by. just because spring sing is all this week. 


holla!


i actually had a great day today. summary:


~church with sarah. absolutely amazing. (i prayed during worship that they would play "Our God". sure enough God answered my prayers and they played it as the last song. i have never had so many goose bumps. crazy.)


~had 14 chicken nuggets w/ ketchup of course


~photo shoot with sarah, except this time i was the model :/ i guess they turn out alright. idk. 


~when out with some kappa guys tonight. awesome time. pei wei is the best. crazy stories. i just have so much pp. crazy crazy crazy. 


~then, of to bens. ha. great story telling lyndon. you so hood. but the movie was the best. frozen was it? yeah never watch it if you like seeing people getting eaten by wolves. and never go skiing at night. awful. 


~downloaded the coolest song tonight. you know the trident commercial with the "hello" song. yeah total bad ass. it will probably be over played in my car so potential riders. just prepare yourselves. 


now for the good stuff:
rob ramble #7


why doesnt oc have a volleyball team? i mean really you have all these other sports, which are perfectly fine, but literally i feel like volleyball is a popular sport. i mean i know we are in the midwest but i went to a school in kansas that had 400 people at most and we placed 3rd at nationals. granted it was NAIA D.III but seriously guys. i want to watch volleyball. OR if you would like to start a mens team i am sure there would be guys that would like to play! really though. [[[ side note. for those who do not know i want to participate in the 2016 olympics for volleyball... most likely sand. but who knows.]]] anywho. i think that we would be legit. 


oh how i love volleyball. 


stay classy san .... oklahoma city?
keep rambling. 
  

wash away.

well today is a good day.


just for the sole purpose that after 4 days without having a washer, maintenance is replacing it with a new one! hot dog! now i can wash all my clothes from spring sing practice... which has been everyday for the past week. blah.


its weird blogging during the day. its almost like sleeping to me. it doesnt happen much. 


excited for tonight. you know what i am doing? just chilling with my friends. no homework. no spring sing. no nothing. just feeling for once this week that there is nothing to do. and honestly that is the greatest feeling when you have had the week of a champ. just kidding. but seriously it just makes you stronger. 


ok so here we go. 
rob ramble #6


dread locks. pro or con? i am definitely for them. i think they are sweet. i mean i never think that i could pull them off because i have had short hair since like third grade. none of the less freaking sick. almost reminds me of cali. which i want to be right now. playing volleyball with phil daulhousser. if i did make a wish program. that is what my wish would be. any who back to dreads. i think they are sick. and sick i mean awesome. one may ask where i got this ramble from. well, the maintenance guy has em. totally chill dude. (no he is not a pot head)


i wish it would get warm. wth.


FREE CHICK-FIL-A TODAY! PJ'S!!


keep rambling.
rob

design.

my goodness. 


this week has been a roller coaster of emotion. its just been crazy with kappa things. spring sing in particular, but nonetheless school work in general. my major is becoming more complex and complicated. you need time to think of things and explaining why you did it. however, i love it more and more each day. it is probably the most confident decision i have made in a while. i mean i do have days like "why the hell am i a gd major. these people are incredible!" i have learned not to compare myself to others but rather to myself. you cant grow just comparing yourself to your competition. 


lame.


rob ramble #5


i hate when people are so disrespectful. i mean i try not to be. i know when to shut up and when to talk, but my goodness i just want to shoot people in the back of the head with a massive rock! yes this has to do with a certain practice in the spring, but sometimes i wish i would be the directer and just flip out. (thus i am not the directer) i just think people need to be aware of manners. i mean really, we learned at 5 if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say it at all. Unless, of course, they started it.


baha.


just kidding. BUT i must go to bed. i have had probably a good 15 hours of sleep this entire week. yeah. not. good.


well im gunna make like a head out and baby.
right?


keep rambling. 
rob

fried pickles

after waking up from a 13 hour coma [sleeping from 7pm and waking up to my roommate doing laundry yet again at 8 in the freaking morning] i know i have a huge day ahead of me. homework. homework. homework. 


i love having the window open when i wake up. it is much better than foldgers in my cup. God is so good, but i felt like i woke up and He made that morning for me. ah. so nice.


working on homework while watching national treasure in the background i realize i love working with charcoal. not to toot my own horn, but some of the stuff is my best work! ha. but i am really glad i am in this figure drawing class. 


anywho. who cares about homework? i just hate the mac lab though... for those who know, coding a website sucks. bahhh. it helps when you have friends though!


here is the robbie ramble for the day
robbie ramble #2


i am watchin titanic. (yeah i know shut it.) but i was looking at the drawing that they found at the bottom of the ocean. i thought to my self. i want to be good as Leonardo De Caperio. BAHAHA. what a gaybo. but seriously whoever drew that. fantastic. i want to be a great artist when i grow up. i just want to be awesome. like freaking fantastic. but the fact they portray "leo" as an artist makes me sick. he is just pathetic. but a certain someone thinks otherwise. TT. you crazy. 


oh and amy made some great fried pickles. 


simply put. pretty great sunday.
thanks God. 

layin on the ground

first post of the site that will consume my life. kinda excited to write in a blog. thought they were kinda dumb, but after being convinced that they are cool (which was not much) you are now going to be sucked in to reading the rambles of my life. ha. 


rob ramble #1


today a friend and i were talking about being comfortable with our bodies. weird nevertheless, but it had me thinking. am i perceived as confident to others on the way i act or the way God designed me? as much as i want to gain weight or look like the insanity guy on the commercials, i have decided that God made me look, act, and be perceived a certain way for a reason. yes i may have the metabolism of a five year old, BUT i should respect my body regardless of how others look at me. i feel like if you are not comfortable with yourself then it is like facing God and saying "hey you cracker jack. what the hell?" yeah i am pretty sure that you would be the ant on a hill with a kid with a magnifying glass scenario. just saying for todays ramble. be comfortable and confident with yourself. not only will others notice, i am pretty sure the man with your blueprints will be overjoyed. 


ramble ramble ramble